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OK, I am yet again a flake. Decided last minute, I just don't want to do the wedding tomorrow. I'll say it flat out, right now, I just hate weddings, and am not going to any. It's bitter and selfish I think, but it's just the way it is gonna be. Grrr...
posted by Brendon at 10:29 PM

 
So last night I'm watching the news, and some "analyst" makes a comment that one of the important aspects of the upcoming diplomacy sweep of South Asia is sharing intelligence and information about how destructive a nuclear confrontation between India and Pakistan would be. Now, I'm not saying we aren't more advanced in the arena of intelligence or strategic forcasting, but the way the speaker said it, it was like he thought the nations had no clue what the results would be. I mean, come on, if you have the means to construct nuclear weapons, it's not like your nation is running around in the stone-age.
posted by Brendon at 3:12 PM

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got bored, so decided to try and mess with haiku. Read some guidlines here. I've broken many I'm sure.

approaching blue sky
wheels lock into their place
grip before goodbye
posted by Brendon at 5:53 PM

 
OK, I'm going to the wedding. I think it would childish and unhealthy not to go. So, there it is I'm going for that reason, ok, among others.

Last night we got a call I'd hoped we wouldn't receive. Looks like we very well may have to move out when the lease is up in October. I guess if we must, I should feel fortunate enough to have lived in such a great place, even if for only a year. Plus, I'm just not really going to worry about it right now. Hopefully, I'll never really worry about it! See Matthew 6:25-34...I know...duh...you probably already know it. but for those that don't, ya, read it.
posted by Brendon at 1:27 PM

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I'm lazy and have not yet given in to the pressure of really keeping this up to date, oh well.

So, quikie thoughts for this week. Shall I go to the wedding this weekend? I'm still on the fence. Right now, I really just don't want to go to any weddings. Yes, it's personal. It's pathetic, a few weeks ago at the parents house, my mother told me about a friend of mine from jr. high that was getting married. I snapped, "You know, the last thing I want to hear about right now is a wedding." It was freaky. It's not so much that I want, feel ready, or even know who I shall marry. I just miss an old friend and weddings remind me of her. OK, lots of things still remind me of her.

On an unrelated note, my side is still really sore from playing paintball this weekend. Day one was ok in terms of pain. Day two was a great deal of fun, good people out on the field. However, I got shot up really bad. Of course, I played relatively well too, so it was worth it. I think I should look into getting some sort of vest.
posted by Brendon at 10:38 AM

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